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Annyeonghaseyo *bows 90 degree*
Sunday, 5 August 2012 | 01:19 |
Hai guys. I ought to tell you guise a story today. Instead of spilling my anger like I always do. My long-lost imaginary friend, Noémi. After her lengthy hiatus, she finally came back. The last time I saw her was when I'm 12 y/o. It was a hard year for me, 2007. I studied a lot that year, and the pressure was just too much for me to contain. She was the one who is always beside me, all the time. She is like my genie who gives me courage, energy and love. And around 1 month after UPSR results, one night while I'm in my bed, she told me she had to go. She didn't tell me where but she just smiled and vanish into the murkiness of the night. 


Let me tell you my first encounter with Noémi. It was the year 2003, when I was in standard 2. I sucked in Mathematics and it was the year that I was in the first class. You know, in the first classes the teachers sucked like shit forever getting mad if we don't complete the homeworks. As a child, it is depressing to be in that kind of situation. Plus the competition in 2 Cendana. One bright day, I was hanging by my window playing with a doll given to me since I'm a toddler. She came to me out of nowhere and her first line was " Bonjour " . Well obviously how can I freaking understand what Bonjour meant so I screamed " Who're you and how the heck did you come here ? " then she said " Can we be friends ? " With a smile on her face and her innocent braided hair, who would turn her down ? We're damn close since that moment.


And she was gone. For 5 years. 5 damn years. I missed her. All these years, years when I passed puberty, years when I get to know boys, years when I start to get the need to be pretty. She wasn't there with me. And now, she's back. I can't really believe it was her because the change after 5 years was huge. We grew up together. We have our time together. We want to get back to our childhood. A childhood of no complication, no global issue and no desolation. We want to go back to our own world. 


// I love you Noémi //




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